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today I discovered I'm going to "Animagic"
YAY! I'm going to Animagic (Anime Convention) in October (I think that's what Andrew said). But I'm going to go as Aeris from Final Fantasy 7!!! I've discovered I have sort of an obsession with her now. Too bad she dies in the game (sorry if that spoiled anything for anyone)...I want to bring her back to life! But yeah so I'm really looking forward to making my costume for the cosplay and going and buying a crapload of new anime.
I got hit with a football for the 3rd time in 2 weeks today! It hit me right above the butt this time though as apose to the last times when it hit me square in the face and side of my head at 80 mph. But hitting me in the small of my back is not a good thing considering I have a bad back (god damn the boobs!) already...so now my back hurts and so does my spirit...but I can't really do much about either one of them.
James on the other hand was not here today...very unfortunate on account of he's here for 2 days at a time, and then he's gone for like 4. No that was a completely overdramatic statement...he's just sick...Poor guy, maybe he lost all hearing in one ear...bad joke ^_^ now i feel slightly bad. But I miss him, because he's one of the only people that ever makes me smile anymore. He makes me happy, and not fake happy, like genuine, see the inside of me happy. I can't hide from him although sometimes I wish I could. And although he makes me happy, I hurt for him as well (so really if you think about it, they cancel out over time :-P).
I see the counselor tomarrow, I feel really depressed. I was laying in bed last night with an ace bandage on and my mom came in and scared the living god out of me. I thought she was going to see it for sure. And then...she just started talking and i started crying. It's so expensive and horrible on everyone's health, and soul to live on this world. We do not belong here. No one deserves what life casts down upon them, and one day we will all be away from this, and we will lift up above the skys, and it will all be fake. But fake is better, I would rather be fake than constantly in suffering and sorrow...This is me.
I got hit with a football for the 3rd time in 2 weeks today! It hit me right above the butt this time though as apose to the last times when it hit me square in the face and side of my head at 80 mph. But hitting me in the small of my back is not a good thing considering I have a bad back (god damn the boobs!) already...so now my back hurts and so does my spirit...but I can't really do much about either one of them.
James on the other hand was not here today...very unfortunate on account of he's here for 2 days at a time, and then he's gone for like 4. No that was a completely overdramatic statement...he's just sick...Poor guy, maybe he lost all hearing in one ear...bad joke ^_^ now i feel slightly bad. But I miss him, because he's one of the only people that ever makes me smile anymore. He makes me happy, and not fake happy, like genuine, see the inside of me happy. I can't hide from him although sometimes I wish I could. And although he makes me happy, I hurt for him as well (so really if you think about it, they cancel out over time :-P).
I see the counselor tomarrow, I feel really depressed. I was laying in bed last night with an ace bandage on and my mom came in and scared the living god out of me. I thought she was going to see it for sure. And then...she just started talking and i started crying. It's so expensive and horrible on everyone's health, and soul to live on this world. We do not belong here. No one deserves what life casts down upon them, and one day we will all be away from this, and we will lift up above the skys, and it will all be fake. But fake is better, I would rather be fake than constantly in suffering and sorrow...This is me.
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