No Storybook Ending For This Fairytale Of You...

Yeah. It's all screwed up but that's besides the point. I thought I knew what time zone I'm in but hey, maybe not. I went to see, "The Passion of the Christ" and to my wiccan body it was really...horrific. I've alwayz believed that Jesus came into the picture somewhere (witch or not) and I was just very enlightened by the movie. But in a way it sort of made me mad because the only reason they really crusified him was because the people told them to. Herod even said that they could not find a reason to condemn him and the people in the crowd told him to crucify him...and so they did. It was a horrible movie, in a sense. Although I thought it was a very good movie at the same time. I say that people should see it, just so they're not iggnorant. And this is coming from a witch so...blah. I went with James. I was pondering over the subject of being sexually abused before the movie (we went like 45 minutes early) and he took my hand and just said "never again" and he asked if I wanted to be his girlfriend. I reluctantly said yes. I don't know what I feel, it is very hard to say, but whatever.

But I'm sick...Again. For god's sake you'd think that maybe for once in my life I could go at least two weeks without being sick. I got really icky feeling last night and this morning I woke up with a raging cold. So now I'm on Doxycycline AGAIN!

*changes subject* my mom called me weird for looking being bi today. It was funny. For anyone who needs a girlfriend, they need to not come to this town because the "bi-ness" here is just starting to be a trend. It's making me wish I would have never come out because now everyone is coming out and "going back in" because they were "just kidding" but whatever. I don't think that many girls are gifted enough to know what it is like to be with another girl...It's beautiful...*heavy sigh*