No Storybook Ending For This Fairytale Of You...

today was my very first day of summer school...ever...in my entire life. I failed P.E. If you're like everyone else that I've told that, you're prolly saying or thinking "how do you fail p.e." Well, it's really easy...they tell you to run, and you say, "fuck you!" And thus, you fail p.e. I also failed Science. =X!! That sucks on my behalf, oh well, my new teacher for summer school is a total dickhead. He's telling our whole class something on the lines of "I want your parents to be mad so they yell at you cuz you talk to much!!" Something like that. I'm just thinking "you don't want my mom mad...she punch you in the face!" cuz my mom gets pissed, and when she gets pissed, she's ready to kill. But basically that guys going to get on my nerves all 6 weeks, and honestly, if I didn't need the credit, I would walk out of that class like "zat!" (as Fleaur Delacour would say).

Anyway, so I have p.e. as well. I have it before I have science. It's kinda okay I guess...the teacher's not a complete ass anyway (or so I'm hoping seeing as it's only the first day)...I have it with Andrew, Shelley, and...sort of Deedra, cept she has a different teacher...but it's really not like it matters cuz all we really do is walk with the different classes since we can't run (I'm assuming cuz we'd die of the heat if we did). But you'd be surprised at how HOT it is in the Mojave desert at 8:00 in the morning. Like today, we were outside for awhile, and then we went into the gym...and it was SOOO fucking hot.

But that's besides the point...there goes my summer cuz for the first 6 weeks of it, I'll be getting up at 5:10 am. For god's sake...ick ;_;!! But I got a 95% on the math final...something to make my week. Tch.

RA - Do You Call My Name?

Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you
Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still
The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked
You saw this, don't you lie
At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will...

Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
No nothing

Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore

So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality
Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity
But nothing ventured, nothing gained
You see... your fear's your cage
You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage

Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
(it's me.... I see, please... let me out I'm petrified)