angelbabyjean
No Storybook Ending For This Fairytale Of You...
It's pouring outside... beautiful. Christmas Eve... my family and I went to look at Christmas lights. I sat in the backseat of the car and everything that I ever felt for her came back to me. Not these things that hurt, but all the things that made it worthwhile. I never wanted to get home. I prayed that we would drive just a little longer, so I could never leave the place that I was in. A couple days before new year's I stood outside of Denny's with Shady. I held her, like it was the last time I would ever hold her. I touched her like tommarow wouldn't even come. I've never cried so hard. When she turned and walked away to go home, I couldn't stand it. I sank to the floor, and I just couldn't stop. And now all of my friends hate her, and it's sick. They get in the way... and they want me "to be happy" but when I am they aren't happy for me. I wish that everyone would get out of my business. I wish that people would stop going after me like I'm single. I don't feel single at all, I feel divorced. She cried to me and told me she loves me... but she doesn't know how to take me, she doesn't know how to fix it. It's consumed me. Now I know why so many marriages fail. Maybe love just isn't enough to get you through.
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