No Storybook Ending For This Fairytale Of You...

OMFG, my Harry Potter downloaded file was corrupt, the one that took me DAYS to download! So now I have to download another copy, and hope that one works. grr that makes me so pissy it's not even funny...but I could just be pissy cuz I'm taking hormones...I don know. Today my mom and her boy (I would say man but you know...) went out of town and had a ball time I guess. ANyway, she got me a Harry potter shirt!! =D! It's cool, that's what it appears that we're doing for my b-day (august 16)...we're going to the Hot Topic and buying clothes and random bondage stuff. YAY! But I don't know, I kinda want a PS2 (okay make fun of me cuz I don't have one yet...I have final fantasy VII, and that's all I need! lol)

t.A.T.u. - All the Things She Said
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help, It's only because
Being with you, has oppened my eyes,
Could I ever believe, such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how.
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place, where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free...

All the things she said
running through my head
All the things she said
Running through my head
this is not enough!

And I'm all mixed up feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault, But I want her so much
Wanna fly her away, where the sun and the rain
come in over my face, wash away all the shame
when they stop and stare, don't worry me
cuz I'm feeling for her, what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head.

Mama, looking at me, will I ever be free?
Yes I've lost my mind
Daddy, looking at me...will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?